Some realizations

I have been thinking about alot lately relating to my photography. And the biggest realization is that i am at a point that i have learned all i can on my own. Its gotten to the point that i am giong to have to either take some classes in photography or really start interning more with Lisa so that i can start filling in the gaps of what i havent learned. Also i have hit a limitation with what i can do based on the equipment i have and what i am lacking. The first think i need is a good D-SLR, i would also like some studio equipment (i.e. lighting, back drops, and props), and to ended it all, the simplest thing i need is some reflectors. I have also come to the realization that i need to find my vision, right now i take photos because they will look good, or be pretty. I dont really have an artistic vision yet. I think i am kind of focusing on the LGBT teens and sucide and a little bit on the darker side becaues i kind of know that personally. But it just all comes down to figuring out how to express it and get it across in a way that shows my vision. But now that i am aware of it, its all stuff i will start working on. So watch for changes!